Drinking My Wine

Drinking the ice wine I find
Taking away any warmth inside
You're such a mystery of non-existence
Clever at keeping your distance
I resent any feeling from my heart
the yearning cries out in the dark
Wanting love and lust to hide away
Go to the death bed so that I may
be at peace in my rest of lies
Yet you step into my eyes
And gone are my defenses.
Standing so close I burn
You turn and walk out my door
And here I go again
Drink down the ice wine
Stopping my time
It beats
Beats
Gone.